Sudden Explosion of Silenced EmotionSitting in the dark alone, thinking of all the things I have done wrong, and I can't fix them so I just act like I belong and fake it, take it, all from me and then you'll see what's left of me is the only thing original, the only thing unconditional. I loathe myself and what I have become. Drug me numb, human scum, what have I become? What's to come? Where am I from? What's my final sum? Zero, no hero, kills my ego, burrow, and marks me with a zero. No hero, a weirdo, less than zero, inside and out, fill my heart with doubt and mark me with a zero.Don't. Don't let me walk this path alone. Don't let me wander into that great unknown. Jus
^_^Chester helped me write thisYou are so far away, today, and I wish I could close the distance, but then again I'm just thrilled with our existence.I miss you so much, and I never knew I could love like this. That smile, that kiss.Some people wish upon a million stars just to find someone like you, I'm privileged to only make it one wish. And that's to have someone like you so close and so soon in life and I glad to say it was granted. But I promise I'll never take it for granted. Everything sucks and I don't care for this world but it doesn't matter when I'm holding you.Just the thought of you, will keep me going till I see your face, still remain the taste (of